well why I'm writing this is because during the 10 years of trying to do something I have always dreamed of. I cried, I was happy, I was frustrated, I wanted to give up. I was mad at myself. I could put myself down in 10 seconds because I just felt that I wasn't where I wanted to be. Now after being married, getting a house, having the most supportive husband, parents, family and friends and having my kids. I can stay finally my dream has came true. I have my dream job/business. I get to be creative, hang out and meet the best people and coolest kids. I stay at home with my kids and have my business. let me tell you when you read what everyone else has written about starting your own company its true. you have to work hard, nothing is given to you, you can't give up. every time something doesn't work out, it just means you are learning, always keep practicing, ask for help, don't compare yourself to others.
I guess I wanted to share with you that I know everyone has a dream. if its owning your own business, or having a family, or traveling the world or writing a book or even being a blogger. what ever it is. I'm here for you. I feel you. I have felt the way you feel right now. yet, cry it out, get mad do what you need to, to move on and push yourself to work harder. because trust me it will come true. it maybe not what you always thought it was going to look like but trust me when you are there you will know and you can finally say "I did it!" I can say, it wasn't just now that I have felt that way. When I put my kids to bed, when I have moments with my husband, when I'm hanging out with my friends and cousins and their kids. I think these are all moments that I couldn't wait to happen and here they are. I believe life works out for us. yet, I know for myself I needed to hear that people have felt the same way I did to keep me going on those days I don't feel success.
Yet, just like every other time one of my dreams come true I'm going to make some new ones. the new part of my business is something I found out a long time a go that I loved to do when I was in retail and that was teach. I'm going to start teaching dslr photography classes to moms and really anyone else that wants to know how to use their dslr. its taking a bit longer then I wanted to to get it started but again, I have a family and an amazing business so when I get time I'm working on it. I hope to have it ready for spring for sure. Sign up here to get the updates on it. Last of all, happy holidays and talk to you in 2017!!